Staying in Florida

We have arrived safely at G and G Niedzinski's. There are so many things so see and do here and Grant is being adored by his grandparents that don't get to see him as often. Tonight Jim and I went out on our longest date ever tonight (since Grant)- dinner and a movie! We're really enjoying our stay. Grant has been doing really well being able to get outdoors and being loved on by so many people. So, Grant and I are staying! Just a few extra days while Jim is in LA for business anyway. (He leaves in the morning.)

A few prayer requests:

1. That Grant would be calmer in the night and sleep for longer stretches. (He's eating more calories during the day now, which means less eating at night. But, lately he's been waking up hyper every couple of hours.)
2. That Grant would eat while awake.
3. That Grant would remain healthy and I would remain kind to all the people that try to touch him now that we're out and about. :)
4. That my flight would not be delayed and the trip back to Michigan alone with Grant would be extra smooth.

Grant loves Florida!

Our plane ride to Florida went relatively smoothly. Aside from hooking him up to the oxygen Grant did not seem to mind the flight. For a portion of the trip we put our tray table down (covered with a germ protector, of course)and put Grant on his back, so he could bat toys we held over his head. The three of us even managed to fall asleep for a bit all snuggled together.

You probably won't see a picture of Grant in his sunglasses on the blog because he hates them. :) The first day Jim brought him out to the beach with his bathing suit, sunglasses and hat, and Grant screamed and kicked the whole time. We quickly figured out that the beach is not his favorite place to be. But, he loves just about everything else in Florida. He loves to take stroller rides and look at everything around him. He is facinated by people and animals, especially dogs! They have live music playing much of the time and he loves to sit and stare at the guitar player. He is such a curious kid and I didn't realize how much only seeing our house and the hospital the last 4 months affected both of us!

Tomorrow we leave my parents' place and head to Jim's parents, four hours north.

We're going to Florida!

The antibiotics have kicked in and I'm finally starting to feel better. Grant didn't catch the bug, so we're going to go to Florida for Easter. We'll get to be with both my family and Jim's family. What a treat! We'll have someone staying at our house to sign for Grant's medical supply pick up and deliveries. We'll probably have internet access in Florida so I'll try to post a picture of the little guy in his sunglasses.

Please pray for our airplane ride and that we'd all stay healthy. (Grant will be on oxygen for the air portion of our trip.) I'm so excited to get away (and have others helping with Grant around the clock. :) Thanks mom and dad Koss and Niedzinski!)

It's strep! :(

I just got back from the doctor and I have strep throat. I have to stay away from Grant for the next 24 hours to ensure he doesn't get it. So, I am going to stay at someone else's house. Please pray for my mom and Jim as they care for Grant while I am gone.

We're pooped

Grant met his caloric goal for the second time ever yesterday! It felt great to know that he got all the nutrients that he needs to grow and gain weight. But, I have to say that feeding Grant around the clock like this for 16 weeks now is so wearing. Unfortunately, we can't sleep when Grant sleeps, because that is when we are feeding him. We really need him to turn the corner and eat when he's awake so that he can sleep at night and nap during the day.

We're both pretty darn exhausted and I woke up with a terrible sore throat. My mom is headed over so I can go to the doctor. Please pray for protection for Grant and Jim from sickness and for whatever I have to go away quickly. Thanks.

Photos from around the house

Two Steps Forward, One Step Back

We just got home from U of M after a long day of tests. To quote our cardiologist, "It looks like two steps forward and one step back." The positives are that Grant's veins do not seem to be narrowing (this happens sometimes after surgery and then another surgery is required), and his heart seems to be working great! So, he can come off oxygen all together. No more tape on his face and no more wrestling him at night to put on his oxygen canula.

The not so great news is that his lungs look worse than last time. The doctor put us on two medications in hopes that they help his lungs dry up. I guess that means that they are wet, but I didn't ask enough questions... So, he's giving us 12 weeks on these new meds to give his lungs a chance to heal on their own. If they don't, then we see a lung specialist. The major challenge with the medications is that they are diuretics, which means they drain the fluid from his body. As a result, it is easier to get dehydrated. That can be somewhat of a challenge for us because of Grant's eating issues.

The doctor did give us the go-ahead to fly to Florida. Grant will have to be on oxygen on the airplane because his lungs can't adapt to the altitude yet. I have also purchased seat covers, clothing covers, face masks and various other germ protectors. :) We'll be sure to take a picture of the germ patrol and put it on the blog so you can all have a laugh or two.

Specific things to pray for:
1. That Grant's lungs would heal completely.
2. That Grant would learn how to eat while awake.
3. That Grant would be protected from germs and lung problems while on the airplane.
4. That Jim and I would hear God, so that if He tells us not to go to Florida for some reason that He can see and we cannot, we would listen instead of getting to the beach at any cost...(which is very tempting at this point :) )

Despite all the poking and prodding, Grant smiled and laughed all day (and drank both his bottles) and brought smiles to all his old nurses who said that he is why they do what they do. We're feeling thankful.

The Big Day

We're off to Ann Arbor in a little bit for Grant's big day of tests. I'm feeling nervous because I want so badly them to tell us that Grant is totally healed. Please pray for all the details today, especially that Grant would eat while we are there. Because right now he only eats while wrapped tightly, sleeping in his cradle, which is tilted up at a 45 degree angle. I'm hoping and praying that he will eat in waiting rooms, in the car, in my arms etc. We'll email when we return with the results.

Ankle update

Just wanted to let all of you know who have been praying for my sprained ankle that it is healing really quickly. Much quicker than the doctor expected. I'm still in a splint and trying to stay off it, but the pain is much less. Keep praying. I'm hoping to be fully recovered before we have to walk miles around the hospital on Thursday for all Grant's tests.

New Formula

Grant has had a great 24 hours. At the suggestion of another TAPVR mom, we switched to a formula that has rice starch mixed in already. Because it is thicker, the theory is that it is heavier and should stay in the stomach and not reflux. So far he is taking it well (asleep) and sleeping for longer periods at a time. (Up until now Grant's longest nap during the day was around 40 minutes, and that was rare.) But, today he took an hour and a half nap and seems really happy. The only problem is that after a long nap he's not tired again for a while and thus won't eat. So, we continue with our trial and error.

Grant has a really big appointment at U of M this coming Thursday. They will be running lots of tests on his heart, lungs etc. Depending on how things look on Thursday they could do anything from take him off all medications and oxygen (best case scenario) to sending us to a lung specialist (worst case). We are very optimistic and if all is well we hope to join our family in Florida for Easter!

Good News/Bad News Part 2

Well,the good news is that Grant is taking the bottle from me again. (Still, while asleep.) The bad news is that I just got back from urgent care and it looks like I sprained my ankle pretty badly. I'm in a splint, on crutches and have to stay off it. I'm going to see a specialist next week. When I just called Jim to tell him he said all we can do right now is laugh. So, that is what we are trying to do....

Grant discovers his feet

Good News/ Bad News

Well...the good news is that Grant is taking a bottle again (still while sleeping though). The bad news- he prefers to take it from grandma. The good news- grandma lives 2 miles away. The bad news- she doesn't sleep over. :) This is not a practical solution in the long run, but right now I am counting my blessings that my mom is willing and able to help me in such a huge way.

Grant's rollarcoaster

Grant did end up eating yesterday- for grandma. He still has yet to take a bottle from me in a couple of days. He refused bottles all night again. Please continue to pray for healing and wisdom. (and sleep!)

prayer alert

It has been since 2pm yesterday afternoon that Grant took his bottle. This is getting serious. We're exhausted, and Grant is very worked up and hungry. Please pray.

Grant vs. the bottle

We went back to the GI doctor today because Grant is still not enjoying his bottle. (Putting it mildly!) He switched his acid reflux medicine again (this is our 4th try). We still think it is mostly psychological.

This little game of "tricking" Grant into eating is getting tiring for Jim and me. I just tried for an hour switching back and forth between pacifier and then the bottle when I thought he was asleep, but he caught on every time and starting kicking and screaming when the milk hit his tongue. So, I gave up for now and just let him sleep, which means he'll wake up hungry and wide awake. Those are the hardest moments because there is nothing we can do. But, sometimes it is what I have to do to stay sane.

The GI doctor told us that we can start to try solids in 6 weeks and maybe Grant will like them better than the bottle. That would be awesome, but I honestly hope he gets over his bottle thing before then.

On a positive note, a wonderful friend of my mom's already made us a weighted blanket! I can't wait to try it out on Grant tonight.

Loving Grant

Ways to relax Grant

Our occupational therapist is teaching me several ways to relax Grant. We've been doing infant massage twice a day and he seems to calm down a bit during that. But, today she discovered something that worked really well to calm Grant down- a weighted blanket. When the weighted blanket is placed on Grant from the chest down his behavior totally changes and he instantly relaxes. Thank you to those who have offered to make a weighted blanket for us. I know it will be a blessing to Grant!

Goals for Grant

It has been about a month now that we've had an occupational therapist coming to the house twice a week to work with Grant. During this time she's been working with me on Grant's feedings and getting to know him. Today she came up with three goals for Grant that we would love your prayers for:

1. That Grant would take his bottle while awake. (He still only eats while sleeping.)

2. That he would take his bottle while in our arms. Right now he prefers to be fed in the crib. Overall, she would like to see him enjoy his time being held. Currently, he does not relax enough in our arms to fall asleep or just be enjoy it like "normal" kids do. This is probably a result of not being held for the first 2 weeks of life.

3. That Grant would be able to "relax." Right now his hands and feet are ALWAYS moving and he needs to constantly be stimulated to be happy. He doesn't nap for more than 20 minutes during the day or settle down at all. This lack of sleep and lack of being able to relax needs to change for Grant's body to not feel anxiety.

Thanks for praying.

Prayers Answered

Thank you so much for praying! Grant is doing much better!